Here How
Wretchyd Sowles Ben Defourmyd Thorugh Dedely
Synne
Capitulo xlv
Howe shall I saye yowe
how this carful companye
sodeynly was defourmed, that it was a grysely
syghte to beholde vppon theym. Somme of them were
horned as boolys, somme of
them tothyd as boores. Somme theyr eyen semyd
hangynge vppon theyr chekes. Somme hadden longe
hoked clawes, lyke as they hadde ben lyons. Somme
hadde greete bolned
belyes. And somme theyr rygges
euery dele forrotyd,
soo that theyr bowels hengyn oute, drawynge
after them vppon the bare erthe. Somme had feete
al forgnawen and
bounden as they were al forbroken. A wonder
hydous sight it was to byholde. Ful fewe there
were or none, that his toes or the more parte
were maymed or rotyd of.
And whanne I sawe this horryble syghte, my herte
tremblyd for drede, and I beganne ful pytously to
beholde myn Aungel to aske hym of al this thynge.
Thenne sayd he to me in this manere wyse:
`A wondre huge Grace haste thou founden in oure
Lord Ihesu Cryste whanne he delyuerd the froo
this vnthryfty companye
that dampned is and soo hydously defourmed be
cause of theyr synnes. These that ben horned ben
prowde men and desdeynous,
that settyn att nought al other men [36r]
and holdyth al other vnwyse but only them seluen.
And now for theyr fyers condycions of prowde auauncynge they ben caste a
bak in to endeles dampnacion.
`These other whoos eyen hangen doune vpon theyr
chekes, that ben suche caytyfs
that by enuyous lokyng & byholdyng on other
mennes prosperite euer had theyr ioye of other
mennes meschyef and
peyne of theyr welthes, wherfore theyr eyen be
fallen oute of theyr hedes. What tyme that thou
somtyme or this mettist
with Enuye, that loked asquynt, she enformed the plenerly of al her fowle
condicion.
`Thou haste not yet foryeten these other that ben
tothyd lyke to hydous bores. They haue be
mansleers and morderers in wylle or in dede,
wretchyd folke and irous, ful of venym, of
rancour, and of hate, neyhe to whoos company no
man maye endure by cause of their teeth; soo
bytterly they byten.
`These that hauen their nayles hoked and
catchyng, they be coueytous men that euer ben
besy by many dyuerse wyse by falshede, sleyth,
& by extorcion to gaderen to them seluen
other mennes goodes, wherof enfourmed the
Couetyse when that thou mettist with her.
`These with the grete bolned
belyes ben tho that of nought elles taken hede
but only that theyr wombes were farsed ful of dyuerse
delycacyes tyl that they myght noo more.
`These that haue theyr backes forrotyd31, they ben
lecherous folys that had al delite in theyr
flesshely lykynge.
`These other with the broken fete and legges,
they ben slouthful men and neclygent aboute theyr
owne gouernance.
`Now byholde and see with goode auysement vpon these folkes
that thus ben defourmed. And loke were thou were
fayre and semely, what tyme thou were in suche
array, what tyme that thou passydest in thy
pilgremage.'
`What seye ye' quod I thenne, `I was neuer, as I
trowe, of suche facyon dysfygured in this wyse so
foule.'
Quod myn Aungel: `What is hit that thou seyst?
What is hit, thenne, that thou beryst so trussed in thy fardel? Caste a doune faste,
for hit shal be uvnbounden,
and thou shalt wel wyte that
I haue nought lyed of nought that I haue sayd.'
Anone he vntrussed my fardel, and soone was I taught
that sooth was that he seyde. For therynne sawe I
greete hornes, longe hoked nayles and despytous
sharpe teethe, and ynoughe of suche other fylthe
[36v] that shame is to rehercen,
with whiche harnoys, had I
ben arrayed as these other were, I hade ben as
fowle, and perauenture fouler than ony of them
alle that I had sene byfore.
`A', quod I to myn owne dere Aungel, `mercy, lete
me bynde ayene this vnthryfty
fardel , for I haue spoken folyly
by cause that I knewe nought my self. Grete foly
it is, and huge disauauntage that al these
pilgrims that passen by the world in thylk dedely
lif ne wylle not byholde and euery daye besene their owne self in a
good myrrour, soo that he myght voyden the fowle
spottys and wonderful deformytees whiche he shold
apperceyuen in his owne persone.'
`Ful sothe it is', quod he, `That thou hast seyd
me now. And wel I am remembryd
when ther come some tyme to the a marchaunt with
a myrrour, whiche when thou haddest beholden and
sawest thyne owne fylthe, anone withouten more
thou caste it ageyn in the panere.'
`I haue it wel in mynd', quod I. `And now I hold
my self a wretche and a caytyf,
that I so soone forsoke it.'
`Now here after', quod he, `foryete it nomore,
but thynke how moche thou art holden to thy Lord
God, that of his grete Grace hath thus lete bynde
thy fylthe, and hyd it in thy fardel that they
maye be brente nought vpon thy persone, as these
other wretches whiche thou hast sene before the
dampned in to Helle.'